Today is the 1st night W is going back dancing. It's hit a trigger with me today about the PA and I'm struggling to keep a lid on it, even though things have been much better this week. Do you just have days like this? I want to trust my wife again but this is really hard. Been trying to GAL went for a run this morning & been doing UNI work - but my mind is on the PA today & it is not healthy. Any advice to try and stop me thinking about my W with another man? I'm booked in for my 1st 1hr counselling session on Monday & it can't come quick enough!!
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13