Well saw 2 places today, they were horrible. I sat in my car afterward and just started to get angry. Why am I having to leave a lovely home to live in a depressing place, just because he won't give us another chance? It's so hard to leave it all behind, like I said earlier, I still wake up every morning not believing this is really happening. It really gave me a sad look at my future. So I got home and got right back on computer to find more options. Seeing 2 more tommorrow, hopefully they will be better. How hard does life have to get?
