"Today I realize that I must be the worst thing that every happened to her, a true black mark in her life."

Bullsh*t. You have nothing to be ashamed of. She left her H to go to an old BF. It's not all your fault. If she was really that miserable why did she stay married to you for so long?

I don't care what they say about how they've "always" been miserable in the M, etc. That's all script. You've done your best to be the best man you can.

She, on the other hand, has run away to a place where you don't even know.

Be proud that you are the man you are. Wear it as a badge of honor.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER