So I have visited a lawyer today... It was not as bad as I thought it would be. I didn't cry, I didn't even feel sad... The L told me that I have to wait to be served, which will take 3 months (in my country we need to wait 3 months after we notify the church that we will D before we file). So I now Know my rights. Everything will be split in half. Since we have no kids, the process will not take long (maybe 6 months)...
I haven't spoken to my H since Friday. I have lost all hope in saving my M. What is most frightening to me is that I do not know if I want to fight for it. It is like I have given up... One part of me says that I awant to start a new life. The other part is saying that I still love him... I need to sort out what I really want... This will be my task for the rest of this week...
Me: BW 30 Him: WH 31 T 12 years, M 3.5 No kids OW 27 single ex co-worker
Bomb: 13/07/2011 S: 13/07/2011 - 16/09/2011 H came Home 16/09/2011 Dday: 01/10/2011 H left again 23/11/2011
