Ok. There's this itching and pain from my neck down to my ass. A backbone is growing there. I am not ready to say, Hey, W! If you wanna move out, move out. I just have no idea how I could possible be caretaker for my three kids while doing a full-time job. I can envision doing a 2 week sprint of going home early to pick up my kids every day and getting to work late after dropping them off, and then "making up for it" on my weeks away from the nest. Is it not my job to figure out how to make this work? I was looking forward to my time off to work on myself. I don't know if I have what it takes to fight on all fronts with no relief. But all of that is fighting against this idea. Thank you for the advice, the wisdom and experience. Please keep helping me. What I want is for you guys to help me see the future; what I need may be your help to find the faith to leap when I can't see. This is so hard.
