So, I forgot to relate an incident from yesterday. Something not huge, but just a little strange. When I got to work, there was an email from h asking me to go onto youtube and look up the song "I'm Gonna Love you Through it." It's about a 38-year-old woman with breast cancer and relates how her husband plans to take care of her and be there for her. He then emailed again, asking if I had heard it. When I said that I had, he said it had made him cry. OK. I know my diagnosis was very, very difficult on h and that he is still affected by it, but it seemed odd that he was pointing out that song right now. I responded that yes, it was a sad song, and that I understood why it would have such an impact on him.

Sigh. Trying not to read anything into it. Last night, I was a bit lonely. I like all the relaxing activities I do after work, but sometimes it gets to me that h and I no longer talk in the evenings. I have good plans for the weekend, so I am looking forward to that. Today is MC.

Mimi


M:37; H:37; M:10 years;T:13 years;no kids.
Bomb ("I love you, but don't feel things for you I should":1/08/12
Separated (H living with various friends:1/18/12
Separated (H rented his own apartment:3/4/12