Needing some guidance...

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I was seeing a therapist when this all began but felt like I came to a standstill with her and have since been referred to another therapist that my friend absolutely loved but I have no money to afford one. Sad, but true.

Look for other resources. Does your pastor or someone at your church do counseling? Divorce support groups can be helpful.

I am trying to spend quality time with my kids, becoming a better mother and connecting with them more. I'm trying to consistently work out, I feel sooo much better and have so much more energy when I do. I'm trying to overcome this anxiety of feeling like I can't get things done around the house. I want it to come naturally and not be such a struggle for me anymore. These are all things I want for me because it makes ME happier being this person.

This is good! Do more of it.

And it's always a struggle. Learning new behaviors just is. Keep at it.

Create a vision of who you want to be and keep moving toward it.

Visit some other threads here, post to them. You will build relationships and support. Visit mimivac, purgatory, nhmom, barelyfloating, bklynmom, zip, adinva.

We are all in this together.