Well coming up on two week anniversary of bomb being dropped. I know that this is not a long time for most here, but it seems like a lifetime. Trying my best to adhere to DB with my W.
I can say that things are better with me and the kids. They are starting to rely on me for a change and that feels good. I have a much better appreciation of the work these two can put a person through. They are really looking forward to going to Disney World.
I still am not eating much, but I am sleeping better. Got back on the work out regime and it feels good. Adult hockey is starting soon and it is great that it starts after the kids and W are asleep.
I am still giving the space W has requested. This is fairly easy, but find it hard to do wen we are both at home. I am not puppy dogging her around, but will admit that I am eager to talk with her. Still no talk of the M, but I have no expectations that will change at this point. She is always chatty in the morning and distant after work.
W's mom called before she got home and we are fairly close. Asked me how I was doing and I said good, she called my bluff and said bull s**t. Told me W doesn't know what she is doing yet.
This week I need to stop showing my emotions to W and not believe everything she is saying as the gospel truth.
On a positive note both of us have now been able to talk about the family's finances without fighting. There has been some decent team work and I think I will just leave it at that.
