Hoping for a better Spring and a new chapter

[25yearsmlc]

Thanks mindfull! It was a horrible night, with terrible dreams. Got up early and still a rough morning, just nausea and physical reaction. But I worked a bit this morning and then headed out to the beach with my father and his wife. Took a ton of pictures, it is warm here today. I feel so much better right now. Something about the ocean air that really helped a lot.

For the first time, possibly ever, I felt like I have choices and I am going to be ok no matter what. Nobody but me can determine what I will endure or not endure, and the direction of my life. I feel empowered but at times a bit nervous too.

All so true^^^...responsibilties can feel like burdens, but really they are you exercising choice, to create the life YOU want to create.


I am so glad to have this break. I've checked in on my boys, and even got them a little gift to take back.

I need to make a plan, figure out the direction of the rest of my life. I will be 40 in June which is plenty young for whatever may come my way.

This could change tomorrow, so I am taking it day by day

So thankful to have such great support from family and here, even if some don't know what they are supporting

(fyi- I left a vm with EE to give you my contact info)...

You are strong & you DO have the tools you need to make wise choices.

(((( )))