Autumn, you sound good. Strong. Clear(-ish, LOL) headed. Rejuvenated.
I think you are learning that the primary purpose of NC is FOR THE BETRAYED SPOUSE. NOT as some sort of DBing "tactic." It is to get YOU into a place -- physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually -- that you can begin to make some good decisions, going forward.
btw, be prepared to be GRILLED when you get home. Let's talk about that before you return, either here or offline.
