Just got back to work with my kids. Saw my wife everything went fine my son is doing real well in kindergarten and his teacher even said he is very well adjusted with what is going on. Which is really good. His teacher read a short story of what he likes to do in the snow and one of the lines was my family goes sledding in the snow and there was a drawing next to it of 4 people. I held it together but they went sledding without me this year, when we had snow. Got me upset seeing that. I kept looking at my wife and seeing how pretty she looked and I miss this so much. I wonder if she realizes what this does to me. I don't know. I kept up good spirits in front of her, even showed up in a button down shirt, I will admit I looked good. Even though it is a shirt I would wear to work or out on a weekend. My son got in the car and turned to me and told me he loved me. Which almost got me to break down. I am such a puss. I will get over this but just wish she would want to try to work this out.
M37 W34 S6 D3 M8yrs T14 S 1year Told me she doesn't want to be married 10/2011 "I will never stop trying because when you find the ONE, you never give up." Steve Carrell Crazy, stupid, Love
