NLW - i came across your thread this morning, when i was struggling and reading where you're at and the attitude with which you are approaching your situation gave me a lift and alot of encouragement to do the same for myself.
i am approaching the seven month mark myself and really need to move forward and envision my life on my own and begin to let H know that i truly accept what he is saying - and to read your posts and the advice you are being given helps me alot.
please know that i really admire where you're at, it's a certain kind of bravery that i'm not quite capable of yet- but am getting the first glimpses of:)
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"