I left J an hour ago. I talked to him about what Mr. Bond said. That he should be trying to soothe my fears. His response was, "So I have to coddle you?" I just can't do this anymore. I got so infatuated with what he COULD be, that I refused to look at what he is. His actions have shown that I'm not a priority. Hell, he even told me yesterday that I'm not a priority and that he doesn't respect me.
I'm a bawling mess. I have to leave for school in an hour. He cried like a baby when I ended it, but he said he doesn't feel like he can be the man that I want. I told him that I want an honest and respectful man! If he can't be those things, then I don't want him I am so heartbroken to realize this. But I do deserve better. He could be that man, but doesn't care to try. He's so selfish.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
I am so heartbroken to realize this. But I do deserve better. He could be that man, but doesn't care to try. He's so selfish.