Everwhere is walking distance if you have the time

[ClingingToHope]

It was just a very funny weekend. The bottom line this morning was this realization -- if Church-31 was in my life, I wouldn't care who XW was/is with.

My pride is hurt, that's all. I don't miss XW. Just talking to church-31 yesterday erased Saturday's hurt.

I doubt anything will come of it, but church-31 is the kind of person I will wait for.

I was thinking this morning about the difference of DHU-41 and Church-31. Going out with DHU-41 was fun, but once I had to start calculating how to integrate her into life with D9, D13 and, in a round about way, XW, my enthusiasm waned -- like air rushing from a balloon.

I wasn't sure if it was because I missed XW or DHU-41 wasn't the right person. I have my answer. I don't think I'd have any reservations about bringing Church-31 into their lives. If anything, I'd have to hold back from doing it too soon.

Again, I just have to be patient. I know what I want and I'm not going to settle. I also kind of have to get back out there again.