Thanks, all. I re-read my post from last night and it almost felt like a weird dream....her being at the house. I am really grateful for this past weekend. Not just because of positive w interactions, but S and I had a great bonding time as well. I think we watched the movie Rio about a half-dozen times. We have also perfected the art of me saying "dad! dad! dad!" and him replying "poop! poop! poop!". Perhaps that shouldn't make me laugh - but I am a child and it cracks me the h@ll up.

So the fertility doctor appointment is today -that should be interesting. If you would have asked my w 7 months ago if we would be at this appointment today she would have flatly said "no"...and then probably would have cried. Frankly, I can't believe I am going either - but I DO want another child - just not as a divorced man. I think she knows that. I'll be honest - I am really excited to go. I am trying to NOT be, but I am. That Dr.'s office is filled with so many bitter-sweet memories for us.

Crimson