Together Since We Were 15...Now Piecing

[Jenna333]

Thank you, Pur. You're not harsh at all.

I did list specifics with him, but apparently I didn't think of everything. We talked more about specifics today.

My anger and pain did overshadow my gratitude towards him for taking those small steps. I was the one to get him to realize that he has in fact been taking steps, though. He was lying there this morning, saying that he feels like such an [censored] for not treating me how I should be treated. I told him that he has been making small steps in the right direction. He accepted that and felt a little better.

It scares me that he keeps feeling numb towards me. It's happened a couple of times in the past week, after 2 huge fights.

I'm having a hard time feeling secure at all in this R. I told him it feels like he's always ready to bolt out the door, and he looked shocked and said that that's not true. It sure feels that way