The title made me think of a book that S4 and I currently have on loan from the library. It's about a rabbit's journey on a train. There is a line in the book where the rabbit likes to look out of the window and look at the 'between' - the between where he's coming from and where he's going.
I feel like we're all in this 'between' stage right now. Our M as it was is 'dead' (a scary concept on its own) and we're heading towards something better, which will also hopefully include a renewed R with our H/W. In the meantime, we're in this between space, reflecting on things that went wrong, trying to make sense of it, working on improving ourselves as human beings, learning about what kind of M we'd really like, and what it takes to have that.
With every post, you sound wiser and more assured of yourself. Thanks for your support on this journey!