I'm feeling very fragile right now and just need to get some of this out.
My MIL told me last week that she'd been talking to my H.
She said, with really strong conviction:
"NLW, H is not going to come back"
I keep hearing her voice saying this, and it's really thrown me.
It's like it's taken away all of my confidence to continue on my path.
She's a sensible woman and has been trying to help me. And she would not say something like this lightly. Up until now, she's just been saying - "Give him some time alone, take it day by day", etc.
I now wonder if I'm just stuck in denial. Everyone sees this as done except me. Even my kids.
I still can't believe that this is happening to me - even after all this time (nearly 7 months now!!!) and despite what my H keeps saying and doing.
I've re-read DR for the 25th time and realise that it's important not to give up hope, and that I need to get my focus off H and onto myself, and to be more patient than seems possible to bear.
Just feel like I would really like to hear from someone who's had this said to them by a confidant of a WAS.
