Purg - that was beutiful. You are doing so well and I aspire to be as strong as you. You're doing all of this self reflection, making you evolve, dealing with an OW, and doing all this while your H is going off to a war in which the best result is he comes back in 1 year. On top of all this, raising two little ones, offering your home to the kid next store, starting a new job, and dealing with blown boilers!
