I'm focusing on the 'good things' about my M and choosing to bring those to the future, while leaving the pain behind. I have made peace in my heart that I forgive myself for what I did in the past, doesn't mean I'm making excuses or denying my responsibility for getting to my current sitch. Lord knows I wish I could go back and do things differently, but since a time machine hasn't been invented yet- I have to stop dwelling on the shoulda, coulda, wouldas. I choose to live only in the hear and now and make efforts towards moving forward.
I like who I'm becoming.... I can only hope that H does too. [/quote]
This is great Purg! I am trying to be of this mind set more often than not but still beat myself up for things that I've done even though I can't go back and change anything.
Dave Matthews was one of the best shows I've ever been to.
"You've got your ball, you've got your chain, tied to me tight, tie me up again."
