Specifics, please! Can't afford telephone consult!

[ptcr]

Volunteered at church and then went out to lunch with group of GREAT ladies...sat talking for several hours. I was thinking to myself on the drive home, what HAVE I BEEN doing these last years to miss relationships with real people? Codependent neighborhood friends really NOT this alive and vibrant and interesting...all stuck waiting for the next party or next happy hour. What a waste of my life.

H continues to text me daily. Answering with delayed responses. Considered NOT at all but this is our ONLY form of communication. He does not call or email so this is the only thing I have....replying to him. Thoughts anyone?