My Story So Far. Is this even worth saving?

[timbits]

I know that I posted the rest of the story here on Friday, but it's still not up. WE don't have any kids, we're both 29. We've been together since we were 16, married for almost 3 years.

I've been trying to do the 180 and I think it's going alright. We're not seperated and going to MC, but it's still hard. It's like sometimes he thinks everything's fine, other times he's depressed. And I can't really help him through this. I mean, I feel like my world is falling apart. I'm angry and hurt, but I desperately want this to work.

Then, other times, I don't really know if I want it to work. I feel like I've done EVERYTHING in this relationship and I'm just tired of it.

I'm really confused. I don't know what I want to do.