Thanks 25 - I agree with you 100% on the lasting effects of suicide. I would never really consider this because of this fact. My boys were hurt enough with the divorce. I could never be that selfish.
As far as the r....you are right. There were problems. It's been a couple months since I have spent time with her son and I almost forgot.
I have some serious issues. Would I want to be with someone as emotionally and financially unstable as myself? Probably not.
The pain is very real. Knowing she is with him right now is almost unbearable knowing she was in my arms less than 48 hours ago.
I know my mental state is not great right now. I am so sad.
I need to GAL and work on myself. I need to give back to this community where I can.
