Husband left me...feel hopeless

[hopingandpraying]

Thank you Jenna for your insight! A huge part of me really thinks that this is his issue...that he needs to find himself. I'm just having a hard time having him find himself without me. He doesn't share anything with me about his progress. I only know he's taking steps to see a psychiatrist because I just paid our cell phone bill and saw a call was made to one. It is good that he's taking these steps but I also know he not really talking to anyone about his steps. I just don't understand how a person could do this and go through it alone.

Caring so much for him, I want to help him, but I know that he does not want my help or I guess the help of others. It just hurts that he couldn't tell me this sooner. I could have tried to help him and would have done things differently.

I'm trying so hard to detach and give him his space. I only texted him yesterday to ask him for his license number for our state taxes. He responded and that was it. Now last night his sister got engaged and it's tearing me apart because there is this huge possibility that I won't be part of the wedding...