You are so right! There was a time I used to have fun! I remember perhaps two years ago I was crazed over Cake Mania. I became an expert!
In contrast, I've been balled up on the chaise worried, contemplating, watching out the window, sleeping, for the last two years. There is a St. Michail's icon that I can stare at for 10 hours straight, lost in my thoughts and analysis.
I know it must end. The drug causing this zombee reaction probably needs to be taken out of the mix - at least for awhile. I see that Dr. On Monday.
As for Cake Mania - I can't handle it. What I enjoyed most today, was going to sleep after my coffee, and finding out it was already past 5! I then looked on my DB, and enjoyed reading the responses I had received!
Didn't go out of town as planned today. To nervous to drive. I have this nervous itching condition that comes with stress, and I've ripped my hands and ankles bloody. I did not take care of an important paperwork item today, because I forgot what I was supposed to write on there - the advisor is on California time, but I feel so stupid to have to call for such simple information. I wrote it, but I cannot see where I wrote it.
Fun. I had fun at the nursing home yesterday. My hair is all smashing and I got no where to go.
There is pleant to do though. Maybe I'll try the Adderall tomorrow as an experiment. Thanks for reading and writing Rick 63. Yas
Married 27 Years Together 32 Years 4th Year of Separation; D-Day 1 = 9/08, D-Day 2 = 12/08 Divorce Final Sept. 17, 2012
