Depression IS an awful thing, I agree. Exercise helps me, especially the dancing. Hahaha! I like "he gets carrot cake." I'm assuming that's your friend's H?
So sorry you had a bad night. I used to be scared of thunderstorms, especially the thunder if it's close. Now, I love them ... they make me feel alive. For so long, I felt dead, or close to death. I need things like storms to awaken my spirit and get me going. But, that's just me.
I was cold in bed the other night when H was home from one of his many trips. I was also tempted to go crawl in with him. I don't think he would've kicked me out, but I won't give him the pleasure of my warm body on any day. He doesn't deserve it.
Oh, I wish I can make quilts. It must be so stress relieving. I guess I'll stick to writing, for now. Been writing a lot of poems lately.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim