i've been really inspired by your posts, mimi. our sitches aren't exactly the same, yet you have a way of describing exactly what i'm feeling but haven't been able to articulate too well. sending some good thoughts your way.
Originally Posted By: mimivac
Whatever happened to my belief that "the longer I go without contact with H, the stronger I become"? I guess that was only true when I felt that H still cared. When he feels so far away, the insecurities come out. I feel truly alone vulnerable and not at all strong. I think, "this is what it feels like to really lose someone." It's so real now.
This is when the real work starts. This is when you mix hope with reality and come up with a way to live your life. Not just live your life, but love your life, despite your loss. How do you do that?
