Update from my doctor's appt:

So...I'm not dying. But I do have extremely high cholestorol and extremely low Vitamin D levels. *sigh* Oh, and my CAT scan was normal! I also got new direction on my vertigo meds, which is going to make my life suck even more over the weekend: I'm to take the meds when I feel dizzy, and not wait until I get home, even if they make me sleepy. So my dr told me to try it over the weekend, and if the meds aren't working, then I'm headed to the neurologist. Feeling worse today than yesterday, and didn't take any meds before I left home, so we'll see how today goes. It's all actually pretty good news considering it could have been MUCH worse.

I called H to tell him (per his request), but accidentally called his cell phone instead of his work number. Then I called the work number when I realized that, but he didn't answer. So I said to myself, he'll see that I called and call me back, and let it go. Sure enough, about 5 mins later, he calls. Made a point to tell me that he dropped EVERYTHING when he saw that I had called. Gave him the details, we chatted for a little while longer. He wanted to know when I was leaving for NC. Told him I didn't know. Depended on how I felt later on. Said to make sure I call him and let him know if I was leaving after work. (And I'm the controlling one? HMPH)

Last night, I was supposed to work late, but didn't feel well, so I ended up just heading home. I got there and H met me on the stairs, surprised to see me home. Told him I wasn't feeling well, and just wanted to rest. He asked about dinner. I told him I figured he'd already eaten. He hadn't. He was waiting on me to get home, so he could "treat" me to dinner.

Also, H was reading a book, 'The Bed of Procrustes', which is a book of aphorisms. I asked him what he was reading and he started reading them aloud to me. He has not done this in a LONG time. Mostly because he knows I don't like people reading to me. And I wasn't exactly acting interested when he tried to read me stuff he had written before. I regret that now, but that's our history.

I don't know about him, but I had fun last night. We laughed so much last night. About random stupid stuff. Felt good to laugh for real again.

I am still thinking about what my DB coach said and how it's different from some of the things people say on this forum. I know everyone can't afford coaching sessions, and use the forum as somewhat of a replacement. I just wish some of the coaches or someone heavily involved in DB would post here more often. Not that I don't love the feedback I've been given. It's just nice to have a different perspective sometimes.


Me:37
H:GONE

Happy and loving life.