Suddenly Separated in VA -- Part 2

[mimivac]

I hear you. Wanting and needing to focus on myself. Need a good GAL plan for the day, though my heart is just not in it. But that's probably when you need it the most, huh?

So, H just called to "check in." Hate that term because it implies that he's doing it out of obligation. Ugh. Doesn't help to think like that. He said he would "come by" tomorrow in the morning. Told him I would be at yoga in the morning, and he said he would come later then. He didn't mention his prior idea of watching movies together in the evening, and made no definite plans for tomorrow. Seemed in a hurry to get off the phone. I didn't feel so great after the call. So much distance between us. It was all I could do not to "hold on" to my H through the phone. Did OK though.

OK, need to pull myself together. So far it has not been the best day.

Mimi