All is not lost. I need to put that on my bathroom mirror.
We had such a good talk right now. We've grown so much in these past 7 mos. But still no R talk. He only says, "who knows what the future holds for us.". This came up totally on his own. I didn't even bring up R talk.
This is great progress V. These sitch's take can take a long time to sort out and it seems that both your H & you are confused, scared, and running the gamet of emotions.
Please take notice of all the positives, no matter how small they may be.
I know it's difficult but I am encouraged by your sitch, stay strong.