Had a major meltdown this morning in front if H because vertigo reared its ugly head again. I was not feeling well and just tired of feeling sick. I don't do well with illness and not being able to do stuff on my own. And my dr appt tomorrow has me a little freaked out. Like seriously what else is wrong? H let me cry and held me. Told me I needed to get it out. (He came to me, I didn't go to him) I've missed that. When he got ready to leave, he hugged me tightly and didn't really let go. And then laid a lip lock on me that made my knees weak (and no, that wasn't the vertigo LOL). He came back and kissed me goodbye two more times.
I sent him a thank you text this morning...at the end of his response back, he says "I love you! I really do!". I almost lost it again. But then I thought, why won't he act right then? LOL
Nothing else new. H and I did exchange a emails today. Just jokes and him checking to make sure I was okay.
Been thinking about how to implement some of Cheryl's suggestions. I think going SLOWLY is the key. I'll have some time to think about it on my drive to NC this weekend and come up with some plans.
