Thanks, B74. I DO hope that people don't read my infrequent posts to other threads as generally not giving a shyte. Hardly, I am in the same boat as you - just not wanting speak and guide much from the "novice" view. Others may have differing opinions, but this seems like such a wobbly place to be for so many of us that I don't want to point anyone in the wrong direction.
I am with you on the fertility doc - that remains a bright spot for me right now. At least something that gives me a little hope that all is not lost. If I set all of the other madness going on around it to the side, I a purely excited at the prospect of a second little one - assuming w and I get our shyte together soon.
Also, and I am not saying this lightly, I am VERY thankful that you have received some kind of help, direction or guidance from my posts and the responses. I really DO try to post in a raw, nothing held back manner - in the hopes that it reaches people that are going through the same scenarios that I am. It light of me posting to others much, that is the best I can offer right now.
Anyhoooo, regarding all the things going on this week - someone enlightened me by telling me that while I am making progress, it just isn't "linear" - that there will be twists, turns and curves....makes sense and is probably a better way to look at things. Furthermore - since I really don't know the source of my w's mini break-down these last few days I am viewing it as an emotional "re-boot" of sorts. Something crashed the system, and it's going to take a bit of time for things to get back online again. I spoke with her this morning and she seems OK - but not "happy" or herself.
Thanks for the well wishes for Monday - I hope your next six months are better than the last.....hell, for both of us!
