well here I am trapped inside of my own head once again, my h has gone silent again... he hasnt contacted me, and if i contact him he will respond, with simple short text depending on his mood...
I am officially sick of this feeling... i am feeling i am hanging onto a ghost.. the ghost of our relationship..all that was and is important to me have died...
I really am trying to gal and outsider looking in, it will appear that i am happy and living my life without him.. but inside i am fighting a battle between my heart and brain and I feel like I am losing.
it has been months since my h and have had any discussion on us, months since we have talked about any hope. so here i stand, alone and less confindent than ever.
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!
