1. I have rejoined my gym (I am an athletic person, was working out 3-4 times/week for the last 4 years, but I have stopped due to this situation). I am getting back on track though. 2. I have joined a class to learn italian. 3. I am spending more time with my friends. 4. I am volunteering in some unions. 5. During this time I am staying at my parents' house as I find it easier not to snoop this way.
I have lost a lot of weight and I am now underweight, but I am statring to find my old self. I am gaining some weight.
Sometimes I am so angry for my husband's selfish behaviour that I do not want any relation with him. Other times I am feeling sorry for him and I really want to help him. I know that he has to help himself and that this is not my problem. But there are times where I am getting really sad. I am a "fixer" and this drives me crazy. Is this normal? Sometimes I am afraid that there is nothing left in this relationship...
I do not have anyone to support me through this. All my friends and my family strongly believe that I should get a D. This is my fault as I was telling them everything. Now they have made their mind that he is not good enough and I should stop thinking about him and move on. thank you all for being here for me, as you are my only support in giving me strength to continue fighting...
Regarding seeing a C, I visited one in October for 5-6 times. During our last session he told me that I should get a D. I didn't like that, and that was the last time I visited a C. I am now afraid to try another one. Maybe I will consider it though as from what I am reading in other threads it will be very helpful.
Me: BW 30 Him: WH 31 T 12 years, M 3.5 No kids OW 27 single ex co-worker
Bomb: 13/07/2011 S: 13/07/2011 - 16/09/2011 H came Home 16/09/2011 Dday: 01/10/2011 H left again 23/11/2011
