So.... today....well.... I would like to just go and punch him in the face..... I wouldn't actually do that, but you get the point. I don't know why, but today I'm just furious at him.... perhaps it's because I hate teenagers, and a grown man who acts like a teenager is faaaaar worse. God's sense of humor is not so funny, no there will be no baby for you, but your husband will turn into a teenager, just because you hate that stage of development, have fun with that! Oh and then as if that's not enough to be treated like crap by the person who pledged to spend forever with you decides one day it's just over, nothing to work on, nothing to fix, just peace out you'll understand, and accept it eventually, we are gonna add a whole bunch of other crap that's really really stressful but you can't control, so have fun with that!!!
I know I shouldn't think about how horrible and how unfair it is, but well today I can't stop. And since I can't go over there and talk any sense into Mr. break with reality, or shake some sense into him, or even have a conversation with him because I have gone from best friend to enemy, I have to vent here, cause sobbing myself to sleep he would probably hear through the wall..... oh this sadness is just too much tonight.... will anything ever get better???
