You do things over and over that you know you shouldn't, contacting her, asking for a kiss, hugging her, etc.

Why?

Also you talk about random women you meet being attracted to you?

What's that about?

You ended one marriage only to get into another very quickly. It seems you might need time to focus on yourself and figure that out.

What do you think?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss