Ive decided that Mish...Im not calling him for anything anymore unless, like you said, he is comatose. He is back to verbally attacking me when ever we are in the same place and by text so Im officially not just dark, Im going deep dark. right now I have no plans to contact or see him at all until our court date in May. The simple statement he made last night sent me right back were I didnt want to be and Im sick of beating myself up. I am not the person he is making me out to be, and Im sick of being his punching bag when he is feeling like a failure.
He will never change and never grow up...im over it.


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...