Trusting, In other words, he is very much like a child ensuring that "mom" hasn't gone far and that mom's apron string is still there to latch on to if he should fall. I wonder what he would do if the apron string was pulled completely away?
Yes, your meeting tomorrow shall prove to be very interesting.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.