I'm sure if I started to push the issue with the D, my W would go along with it. I haven't needed it to move forward with my life and make my life better. I have been able to do a lot of things I thought I'd never do. I've made new friends. My life outside of my M is great. I am happier than I've been for a long time.
However, I have to deal with that craving for a relationship from time to time. I think I am just waiting for the dust to settle from this one right now. I am not going to react on how I feel at the moment.
I'm sure some of this is backlash for my recent actions. I went to Belize, she didn't. I've showcased the new JB among her long time friends and family over the last week. She is seeing me be happy and social with others. She sees where my life is going and I believe she may feel she has a point to prove.
