what a horrible last couple of days... my h's uncle was moved to an assisted living home and my mother in law offered some of his things to me, when I went to pick them up both my h's brothers were there, and quite honestly i couldnt believe how rude they were to me,..,I mean really what the heck did i do?
they barely said two words to me, but i had my kids with me, and they didnt even talk to them... for me it was kinda the straw that broke the camels back.
My h, has had me convinced this is all on me, and i am a terrible person, i now know by how I was treated that that is what he is sharing with his family..if we were ever to reconcile those feelings would not change...
my h is unbelievable, and i am hurt, i do not want to feel this way anymore... I cant... it hurts too much to be just erased out of everyones lives... i am worth more than that.
I really dont know what i expected but i cant express how empty i feel.
I'm sorry. Try not to take it personally. You don't know what your H told them, or how they have (mis)interpreted things between you two. Their reaction to you is a reflection on them, not you. No one can erase you out of everyone's lives. Treat yourself to something nice and relaxing. You need it.
Mimi
M:37; H:37; M:10 years;T:13 years;no kids. Bomb ("I love you, but don't feel things for you I should":1/08/12 Separated (H living with various friends:1/18/12 Separated (H rented his own apartment:3/4/12
