Denial....its not just a river in Egypt...

[imthemom]

S15 had a complete melt down today when we got home....he is so confused about this whole thing and just screaming for his Ds attention...but taking it out on me and it just got totally out of hand.
I ended up calling his D and telling him to get over here and talk to your son!!!!!...he still had not talked to him since he came home loaded!!...wth???? I have to call you and yell at you like your a child to come and deal with your mess??
S15 refused to talk to him so after they both sat there and stared at each other for an hour I told them to go for a ride, they were being ridiculouse..(i said that) and STBXH, you are an adult, S15 you are 15 yrs old...TALK TO EACH OTHER!!!!!
they are not back yet, and I dont know how this will turn out but I feel like I am dealing with a total stranger...
My L called today and STBXH is lawyered up and I mean with a big wig child support advocate that is bringing up the fact that I only work 6 hrs a day and I could work more....really...Im raising his son on my own with no help from him, his son is falling apart and I should just be gone more now....this is not going to be a simple divorce anymore...he is going for my throat. and really? Im not the one that did anything....but hes treating me like Im this horrible person who screwed him over and not he resents ME....