Antlers, I think or hope that someday I'll get there with XW. I felt I was headed in the right direction and was surprised at how down I've felt in the last month.
Again, in your own time bro. I can relate to the "down" feelings. They happen. As do setbacks. But overall, as long as the movement continues to be forward...regardless of how slow or small the steps are, you're making progress. That's a good thing.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
