"I know I had a part to play in it but he does too."
It takes one person to change the dynamic. You can't expect him to love you in the way you want to any more than he can expect you to do the same for him. Right now he sees you as selfish and you see him as selfish. There's a lesson there.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.