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i feel like in order to truly detach, i'd have to let go of H mentally as well.


There's no magic, it doesn't happen overnight. It's painful but does eventually happen.

Hang in there.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss