Specifics, please! Can't afford telephone consult!

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You are right labug. I guess I am AFRAID of making him angry by NOT responding. What is wrong with me???? I must still be in partial denial that he is doing what he wants with whom he wants and he has been for 2 stinkin' years and then I go feeling like a school girl when he gives me any attention. Do I have ANY self esteem?

This too....He is hot....let me tell you....hot and we have GREAT sex and I am ticked off that he has left me in my sexual peak to sit here and hope for him to come back and choose me, choose our kids, choose our life.

Wow, I sound desperate.

Going to gym to flirt with cute guy that is always there at 5. He asked me if I had a sister a few weeks ago because I look like someone from his office and i was just dumb struck...and said i had a twin! HAHAHAHA The funny thing is that I DO NOT have a twin. I have 2 sisters but people always ask if my youngest and I are twins (4 years apart). I do not KNOW the last time I laughed so hard telling her that when I was in Virginia last month. My twin.....