Tad I understand the FEAR very well. My xh, son and I use to watch Nascar EVERY race that was on if possible. I WOULD NOT watch it after they left. I hadnt watched it in three years and I LOVE Nascar. It just brought back too many memories of US our FAMILY. BUT a couple Sundays ago I was changing the channels and came across a race. I stopped and briefly watched it for a few minutes and Cried of course and then changed the channels. I have done this a couple times and guess what?....It gets easier. You just have to take that FIRST initial step and cry it out if you have to. I plan on watching more races and if I have to cry a little.
Snodderly my son told someone I LEFT his dad and I CHEATED. Totally opposite of what happened. Why do you think he is doing this? He knows better and we even talked about it once.
