Jeannine,

Well, I guess I did have quite the rant last night.
I suppose I'll have a few more also.

There's just NO way around the anger, you have to go through it.

I wish I could just have a Dr. pull any memory of H out of my brain, so I'd never have to think of him again.

They could at least invent a pill for heartache wouldn't you think?

Thank you for letting me vent here.
I think it's outta my system and then it hits me like a ton of bricks!

I vascillate between pain and anger and I'm not sure which is worse.

Why am I married to the biggest jerk in the world, and how did he turn into it?

He was a normal loving H and Father for YEARS before this hit.

Anyway, I'm better today (right this minute anyway)
Thanks for being so understanding. Rachael


Rachael