You are by the far the one poster I have learned the most from. I relate to you in so many ways, and I can feel your strength in your words. You have come a long way, and I am so proud of you.
Like you, I have also been dark. It is very hard at times and I miss him terribly but I know it is healthier for me as well. The right thing to do is usually the hardest.
I also agree that DBing is a way of life. It saved me from a path of self destruction and even though my M wasn't saved as a result it has made me a much better woman.
Girl, I know some day you will receive all the love you've given to others. Nobody deserves it more than you.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
