Jeannine,

I've asked him MANY times what he would need me to do to be his BF.
His answer: I don't know.

I really don't care if he's with OW now. I'm too tired to worry about it any more.

I DO need to focus on MY needs right no.
I've neglected myself and was completely immersed in trying to make him happy.

How do I act like his best friend if he really doesn't care to be around me?

I'm TIRED of trying to be what HE wants. I've done it all for so long and got NOWHERE. It's VERY frustrating.

It's really in his court now. I'm done trying.
When I see some interest from him, then I'll reconsider what to do. Rachael

Rachael