Anxiety, boundaries and expectations?

[canadianMrs.]

One more thing I could use insight on, is that now that we are piecing, it feels like there is a lot of "politeness" going on. I wish it felt more relaxed and casual. Is this something that will come in time? Right now we only get to spend small pockets of time alone, although we see each other a lot. I think more time alone might help, but don't want to rush. I find its a hard balance between doing what my heart is ready for right now, and my vision for the future.